Back in the fall I posted about how I was in crappy shape and wanted to lose weight and get healthier and blah blah. Well, if you could see me now, you'd know that absolutely did not happen. Sadly, I have gained more weight and now have to seriously put my foot down. Yes, obviously, a huge motivator is that we have a wedding date set and I want my body to be bangin for that business. But really...it is more than that.
Right now I am the heaviest I have ever been...in my whole life. Some of you might think "Oh wahhh wahh..shut up" but seriously, it is a big deal for me. Have you ever just not felt comfortable in your clothes basically all the time? That is how I feel right now. I spend so much time thinking about how bad I look, but not doing anything about it. I am constantly busy at work, busy at home and so I never ever eat well. I mean ever. McDonalds, Subway and Dunkin Donuts are being consumed every single day of my week. And not only does that hurt my body but it is killing my bank account too. Let me tell you...Ross would be so mad if he saw how much I throw away paying for shitty food. I should calculate how much I have spent and see what that could pay for towards the wedding. It might make me cry though.
I want to put this out there and get it all off my chest as a sort of starting point. I want to start working on myself...on my body and my diet. I just keep making excuses so that is going to stop today. I'm not saying my goal is to lose a lot of weight, but just to be healthier and get my body in the right shape it should be in. I have seen some really inspiring stuff from all of you awesome ladies and now it's my turn to get serious!