The first few days back from an amazing vacation are rough. Like..really rough. The hole in my heart mixed with my booze withdrawals have made it difficult to muscle through the past few work days. But I finally made it to Friday and can refill my liver with liquor in an attempt to forget how much I miss home!
Being back in Boston last weekend felt totally right. I don't think I have been that happy and at peace in so long. I actually felt like I could breathe for the first time in a while, which was a feeling I have been actively searching for. I never expected to be so at home again. When I got on the plane to leave and was staring out at the city I had tears streaming down my face and the cutest little old man gave me some tissues. He probably took pity on the sobbing, sunburned girl...or maybe he could tell the 6 beers I had just downed were going to my head. Regardless, I couldn't believe how sad I was leaving. But I guess as they say...it isn't goodbye, just see you later. I've been fighting moving back there since I left, but I am starting to think that's where I've been meant to be all along. Everything and everyone I know and love is in Massachusetts and I want to embrace that.
I had a few things happen yesterday that brightened up my week and have me feeling very optimistic going into the weekend. I also decided to read my horoscope this morning...
June 21, 2013
You wish that you could jump around and enjoy one fun activity after another, but your fearful emotions might unexpectedly hijack the day. You may be feeling so overwhelmed today that you worry yourself into a state of panic before you ask for help from anyone else. Covering up your true feelings is counter-productive. Sincere communication with someone you trust can quickly turn your day around.
In true Gemini fashion, you're being pulled in two distinct directions today. Feisty Mars fires up your enthusiasm about the exciting potential in your life. Yet you're also bored with your current obligations and regular routines. Instead of attempting to temper your extreme feelings and find a middle ground now, try holding on to the opposite desires until you're ready to resolve the energy creatively. Exploring all your options gives you the best chances for success.
Seems interesting to me :)
Tonight I am going to head downtown with Ross for some music and drinks and then potentially go buy new running shoes and some other miscellanious items tomorrow! Having Saturdays off is the best because it is our only day we get to spend together.
I had a little shopping spree on Modern Ego last night and picked up some sale baubles..