Recovery

Friday, June 21, 2013

The first few days back from an amazing vacation are rough.  Like..really rough.  The hole in my heart mixed with my booze withdrawals have made it difficult to muscle through the past few work days.  But I finally made it to Friday and can refill my liver with liquor in an attempt to forget how much I miss home!
 
Being back in Boston last weekend felt totally right.  I don't think I have been that happy and at peace in so long.  I actually felt like I could breathe for the first time in a while, which was a feeling I have been actively searching for.  I never expected to be so at home again.  When I got on the plane to leave and was staring out at the city I had tears streaming down my face and the cutest little old man gave me some tissues.  He probably took pity on the sobbing, sunburned girl...or maybe he could tell the 6 beers I had just downed were going to my head.  Regardless, I couldn't believe how sad I was leaving.  But I guess as they say...it isn't goodbye, just see you later.  I've been fighting moving back there since I left, but I am starting to think that's where I've been meant to be all along.  Everything and everyone I know and love is in Massachusetts and I want to embrace that.
 
I had a few things happen yesterday that brightened up my week and have me feeling very optimistic going into the weekend.  I also decided to read my horoscope this morning...
 
June 21, 2013
In true Gemini fashion, you're being pulled in two distinct directions today. Feisty Mars fires up your enthusiasm about the exciting potential in your life. Yet you're also bored with your current obligations and regular routines. Instead of attempting to temper your extreme feelings and find a middle ground now, try holding on to the opposite desires until you're ready to resolve the energy creatively. Exploring all your options gives you the best chances for success.
Seems interesting to me :) 
 
Tonight I am going to head downtown with Ross for some music and drinks and then potentially go buy new running shoes and some other miscellanious items tomorrow!  Having Saturdays off is the best because it is our only day we get to spend together. 
 
I had a little shopping spree on Modern Ego last night and picked up some sale baubles..
 
Eye Catcher
 
 
Double Dip
 
And finallyyyyy today is #backthatazzup Friday! 
 
 
 
 Happy Weekend! 
 
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7 comments:

  1. Love those necklaces! Great finds.

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  2. I like your horoscope for the day! Very interesting indeed :) Hope you and Ross have a fun weekend!

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  3. Ooooh give me that first necklace!

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  4. gorgeous necklaces! have a nice weekend, lady!

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  6. Aww, leaving a place you love can be so rough. I moved a LOT as a kid (military brat), but after living in Greenville for so long, it would be hard for me to leave. This place is my heart! But, like you said, it's not goodbye.

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